ROOTS OF PAIN

it kills....

like some poison injected to my veins

i never knew ,,,,,

it was always there

like some virus

it was dormant,

waiting for the right time

to strike as hard as it can...........

it is by the pain now,

i"m suffering a lot

Not by the people,

not by the words

it is just the pain

sleeping deep in my heart

it is hurting deep

in the throat

blocking all my words,

Deep in the brain that

pull me deep into sleep.

not getting comfort,

it hurts me in dreams,

when i wake up

i feel my eyes wet...

like memories fading

i can see the fading laughs

there is darkness,

through which the pain

gets brighter

with the strong roots

pain deepens more and more..

no tears but no laughs

I'm here ,

as lonely as always.......................