LONELY

I have a lot to tell you...

about the depth of 

              loneliness....

about the days which passes by,

         not being cared and 

         not being needed

It was like 

      you feel desperate 

                     and

     calling and asking 

            everyone for help....

At the midnight 

           you were awake

messaging to find out

anyone out of sleep...

If you find some one 

  they were contented with love,

there was no need for

                  "you" there...

You were like the

        only human,

in the world,

 no one knows if you die 

at this moment...

You needed a touch,

 which is warm 

          and soothing.

but you can only feel

    the cold breeze,

through the window...

Night is so cold as 

   what loneliness always is.

It is just the darkness 

which makes you think more.

There are some depths,

which where 

banned from crossing...

If you once cross,

 you can never get rid of it...

You feel addicted and 

  admire the depths more,

only to find that

  you are alone in this place...

Some thing is moving,

      just a shade or

                      an object.

But you feel like screaming...

That is what it 

              all about.